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 As it's been several months of relationship with me and my son and my entire family didn't know it. On one fine day,he was applying moisturizer to his legs and he was doing it in a seducing way for me in the veranda of the house. As my wife and surabhi was there in my house as I couldn't able to do anything so he went to his room separately and I too went inside along with him and locked the room as he was saying his mom that he is going to start the air conditioner so he needs to close the door and my wife thought that me and my son needs to get some cool air so that's why they are going inside the room and locking it. She won't be able to expect that how could a father and son have a relationship with eachother. So then I went inside the the room and started to do enjoy eachother.we started to moan eachother and I didn't notice that it was louder and my wife noticed it and I also didn't notice it that the window was open but which was outside the house bu

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It's been 7 years happened after his puberty but still one thing remains the same that everyone believes him as a girl even he does believe him as a girl. Since his childhood he(SHIVANI) always wanted to be a engineer and I don't think it is a big issue as it is common for both boys as well as girls.   With my assets value has grown to a amount of 69 crores as of my last estimation and I didn't even took a bit of amount from it. And my son got some good marks in the entrance exam and so I thought why can't we join him in a good college. And as of asking him for his permission and he did agreed it.so we did joined him in the college. As of now his hairs in the head are still grown till his butt and every month he used to go to a spa for trimming his hair to a particular length. Due to after effects of the gender reassignment surgery,The hormone replacement therapy is being going still now so that makes him as his voice is not yet cracked,his face is being more girly,and

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 As it took few days for him to heal his surgical wounds,so the puberty function was going to happen after two weeks. ON THE OF PUBERTY FUNCTION  As my Son(SHIVANI) was made to wear a blue colour petticoat(Pavadai) till his chest covering his breast.Every women's in our family started to apply turmeric paste in his body, one by one. Then later they started to wash his entire body from head till legs with water.I(ARUL) was not allowed to see him while washing. After doing it,they made him go to his room and gave him a sandal colour half saree just for wearing.As my wife too went inside along with the elders inside the room and made him ready perfectly in his half saree. After that His mother (SASI) scolded me to take some photos of her(SHIVANI)in a photo just for a memory purpose and she used her term on him(SHIVANI) as to avoid any kind of problems in that day. I even took the photos and ofcourse these half saree aren't the main dresses and I just took for a fun-sake. He was th

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 As many years went on after the birth of my second daughter, Even everyone in my family sees that I am having two daughters,but me and my wife only knows that we made our only son a girl and we can't change him as a boy as if we did it we may lose the assets as well as we will go to jail for sure.My mother passed away three years ago and I am the family leader as of now. my second daughter surabhi sees him as a sibling sister and their bond as sisters is really good.they play with eachother girly games and I can't believe this only thing that Shivani is naturally a boy but she is attracted towards feminine things easily and her behaviour is also girly.That was the time I realised that even a boy growing up as a girl makes him do feminine things and have girly thinking. His hair is till his(SHIVANI) butt,all her face looks more feminine,and she is at her age of 11.There is an another thing that makes me really scared that one of her friend got puberty and her family kept a pube

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 Slowly days went on and I could see my child was growing.All I was in a state of tremendous fear as well as shame on me as I made my boy to live as a girl in a wanted manner. Ofcourse I say that there is nothing wrong for a boy to live as a girl to my wife but it is just a way of convincing her but inside my mind I am still feeling bad for changing him. As days went on we pierced his ears in a temple and slowly started to make him live a life like a girl for him. He slowly started to speak,his hair started to grow long and all we did was making him more feminine,but the only thing that hurt me was he doesn't even know he is actually a boy and he still sees himself as a girl. FEW YEARS LATER  We joined him in a school nearby our house where he was joined with the name of Shivani and everyone recognises him as a girl which includes the teachers and as well as students. On the opening day of school,he was in the kindergarten classes,on morning we made him ready by making him dress in

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 My name is Arul and my wife's name is sasi and she is in her 7th month of pregnancy as of now.my family is having around a 15 crores of asset.which was in the name of my mother and she is in her death bed and wishing to pass over assets to her heirs. As per our family rules,the assets are written only to the first kid born to the first born son of my parents and the kid must be a daughter as the girls won't runaway with the assets otherwise if the kid is a boy the assets will be written in my brother's name as I don't want it to happen and I was expecting so much that my first child will be a daughter. Ofcourse some amount of share in the total assets will be given to my child in the future if my first child is a boy but I am not sure when it will be given to my kid as it would take a eternity to come and in this meanwhile time my brother will start to scrap the asset inch by inch and totally destroy it. LATER STAGES IN THE TENTH MONTH OF PREGNANCY  My wife started to

A NEW LIFE-END

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My life started to move as a girl smoothly for the whole semester and no one has the doubt on me and my disguise;but in order to live in this life I had to sleep with the dean monthly once which was making me feel guilty. I got new friends who were real support to me as I didn't had any of the friends in the last few years.I had the chit chats and gossips with my friends who were mostly girls,which was really cool for me.I felt myself as a girl whenever I spend time with them. When the first semester completed,the result were in the name of my male avatar Naren, I had to tackle it like there was a boy named naren who applied for the college who didn't join the college later and I joined on his seat so that's why my name comes in his name. It's been six months of my college life,all of a sudden malathi arranged a marriage for me.I was totally shocked as I didn't know she was going to do it.She was making an engagement with me and an driver of her. Ofcourse he is a dr

A NEW LIFE -7

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 As everything happened successfully between me and that maths teacher.He was so rugged that he didn't even leave me in between the session. He abused me really bad that I can't even move my legs and that's why I had to sleep with that weirdo.Even In between the sleep he kept his arms and legs on me just like cuddling. After that I woke up on the morning, I saw my saree pallu was down and I did just like a common Indian bride does after the first night,placing my pallu to my chest properly and pinning it to the blouse.That was the time I realised that being dressed as a girl for months,made me more feminine. The only thing that angered me was that b**ch malathi made me sleep with this weirdo for the marks.she crossed her limits but I can't do anything to her as she was the person to pay my school fees. A few time later, that maths sir asked to bring a cup of coffee for him.I was so angered but I did brought the coffee for him.I was just like a normal newly married girl

A NEW LIFE -6

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AT FUNERAL  The corpse of my father came to our house in an ambulance and Malathi collected his body from his colleagues.I was so emotional that all of a sudden my life turned out to be hell. There was nobody blood related to me at this world right now.I am simply at an age of 14 and soon to be 15.I haven't got enough maturity to live my life in this society. The only time he spoke supportive to me was yesterday but on today he passed away. The relative of my father, mother as well as malathi's close ones came to see my father's body. Everyone in my father's and mother's side were confused as they heard my parents had a single boy child but seeing me in a female attire they were confused. Soon later everyone started to ask why I was in a saree.without conveying the original reason,I said to everyone that I am a crossdresser.Most of them can't understand the meaning of it. During my father's body cremation, I wasn't allowed to go to the cremation as I was

A NEW LIFE -5

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  ON THE NEXT DAY MORNING  Even the things happened a long time before but I was terribly depressed.I wasn't in a Idea of going to school and I started to say I have fever to my father and took a leave on that day. I don't know what to do, I even started to think how am I going to attend the school with all the students started to see me different. I was in thoughts of committing su*c*de ,I even took a saree of my mother's,and went on to hang myself till death in the fan. When I kept the neck near the saree,the only thing that came to my mind is my father who'll be lonely and he will start to get extra depression of losing me along with my mother. And also The only thing that I ever promised my mother was to get educated well and to be placed in a good job.this things was affecting me as I couldn't commit it. I weared a green colour skirt as malathi won't allow me to wear my boy clothes and went outside to take some refreshment.which was a old dress of ria that